In your hopelessness is the only hope, and in your desirelessness is your only fulfillment, and in your tremendous helplessness suddenly the whole existence starts helping you. - Osho

Sometimes a heart pumps lead and everything it fills takes such effort to move;
the weight at center anchors the body to the bed.  
Mornings like this 
after nights like that 
land a person in a state of lessness. 

When all the hot spots are exposed, 
the slightest touch, 
even the breath of a move in the direction of the raw nerve triggers truths 
then all thats  held back against the back of the best interest builds up and flashes white hot fire. 

It feels like wrong, crazy and alone, 

but listen in the lyrics, 

see itin all the faces,

and feel the heat of effort in the wake of every foot step on  the sidewalks.